Summer in Tucson is, brutal. It was 103 today; average, maybe a little below. For better or worse, I get to spend the majority of my days in a windowless overly air conditioned room, working as a temporary hire. I am temporarily employed. Under employed, which is not nearly as debasing as being under paid. It is no fault of the organization which employs me, nor the organization where I show up for forty hours a week. The condition I find myself in is both humiliating and frustating. My dissertation has barely progressed this summer, as the better parts of my energy are being used to make $12 / hour, so I can afford to stay in Tucson (to be near my committee) and finish said document. But hope, finally, has found its way into my perview. My options, while limited, have trebled in the past week. And for that, I am thankful.
So, summer's brutish nature manifests itself in multiple ways. My apartment, while fantastic in many ways, is no respite from the heat. My escape from the sweat inducing confines of my flat is limited (by no choice, rather, by the impoverished conditions I find myself in)to: the Job Site, the Gym, (which, is not much cooler than outside, and intensified by the rationale of physicality), the library, (wherein lies a tiny, two seated windowless enclosed cubicle, empty save emergency coffee coffers and writings necessary for completion of aforementioned paper) and the Car, which is straining under the circumstance of summer.
Poverty (or the middle class graduate student equivalent, which involves working to pay rent, and maybe utilities if one is flush with funds) constrains ones options. There are no dimly lit cafes or restaurants, blissfully chilled cinematic entertainments, no misted ramadas shielding frozen margaritas and their sippers.
But the greatest constraint is locale. Tucson, while rife with majestic natural features, and odd ball attractions, slumbers in such inhumane heat. OUtdoor activity is verbotten. Concerts worth the price of admission dwindle. Which is moot, given that the price would have to be gratis (along with the drinks) to be feasible. Daytime is oppressing, and night only slightly less so. It is a place of near emptiness.
One of the few redeeming qualities is that, as bad as it may be here, at least it's not the state capitol.